When anything happen, i can feel my positive and negative energy fighting it out. It kinda feels like those tv shows or cartoons where the character have a white angel and a black devil fighting lol. But in the end the negative energy always wins. I ended up having bitter feelings. Also, idk if its depression or what coz i just feel negative all the time. Id cry for no reason. Id just feel awful about myself. But it would stop. And then it'll come back. But i just dky.