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30 December 2012 @ 08:19 pm

This Livejournal is Friends only as I post my entries like im writing a diary.
I'm iqaa from Singapore and I'm a Johnnys and LDH fangirl.
Fangirl since '09.
Current biases:
Johnnys Jr's Snow man's Fukazawa Tatsuya,
Johnny's West's Hamada Takahiro,
News' Masuda Takahisa,
Arashi's Ohno Satoshi,
Flower's Harumi and Shuuka,
Generations' Katayose Ryota
Sandaime JSB's Yamashita Kenjiro

I dont contribute much in fandom tho I wish I could (huhu)

When did I become a fan of each group?
Arashi: July 2009
News: December 2009 (This is a rough estimation as i dont really remember but i know that i became a news fan shortly after becoming an arashi fan)
Generations/ Sandaime: 2013 (I dont remember which month but i started liking Alan from dramas and then i watched burning up pv and soon fell into sandaime fandom)
Flower: early 2014
Johnny's West: July 2014
Snow Man: December 2014
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Sakura girl by NEWS
16 March 2016 @ 08:14 pm

I've been reading the articles in Japan-talk a lot and I've come across this article titled "The 7 deadly sins of Japan Travel". There was one that grabbed my attention and I really wanted to write about it.

{3. Pride
Visitors to Japan say the word gaijin a lot.
Sure, gaijin are a small minority in Japan. If you're the only foreigner in a restaurant or a train — you might feel that you really stand out. The truth is that you don't.
There are a lot of foreigners living in Japan. Most Japanese have lived abroad or traveled extensively. In other words, the locals aren't interested in you simply because you're a gaijin. It's generally better to forget all about your race and enjoy yourself.

Most of the time the word "Gaijin" is used for americans or Westerners. But you're still a gaijin if you're not born in Japan right? As an asian, I look more like a gaijin than my friends because I'm a malay muslim girl while a lot of my friends are chinese. I always thought (or have been told) I'll stick out a lot as an obvious Gaijin. The reason is that I wear the Hijab (which is a huge symbol of my religion).

That being said, I do feel that I really stand out, in trains, shops, and even concerts! That was how I felt when I first went to a Johnny's concert too. And I've been feeling like that for 2 years.

But I was wrong. I did get a few stares in the trains and concerts at times but that only happened once or maybe twice! In concerts the only people who notices me are the fellow fans who sits around me. To be honest, I don't think any West members actually saw me (either in Osaka jo hall or YokoAri). LOL. I was convinced by my friends that me being a hijabi will definitely attract the idols attention. I'm still waiting for that miracle to happen. XD

Other than concerts, when I'm in public places, people generally don't notice me. I really did felt invisible most times in recent visits to Japan. The only time I remembered feeling like all attention was on me was during the train ride back to narita airport in 2014. I don't remember anything else. Oh, maybe when I'm queueing for Concert Goods XD I always feel so awkward in concert goods queue. I think I need company. XD Other than that, I'm mostly invisible and I like it. Hahah

Now, if I travel to Japan, I feel more relaxed and I am able to enjoy my holiday to the fullest and I think that is really important. ^^ (I also got used to not being noticed in west concert so its ok too. I'm more than happy to see them and i don't need them to notice me because I'm actually really shy too LOL)

Ijou. Iqaa deshita~ ♥
Current Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Current Music: Johnny's West // Gatten Anthem
15 March 2016 @ 04:35 pm

I've revamed my lj and it looks so gorgeous ♥♥

I've given my lj a new look, added new icons, and even made my new header. This is my first attempt at making header and i dont think i can ever make anything better LOL. The bg of the header is taken from layout_lounge which is the source of my layout and profile layout. That comm is really cool!

I also really love all the icons that i made recently. I enjoy making stuff at my own pace ^^ It'll prolly be another 5years before i change my header again LOL But photoshop is really fun if you know how to use the features hahah. I only know a few though :P

Ijou. Iqaa Deshita~
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: News // encore
15 August 2014 @ 12:51 pm

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03 July 2014 @ 11:12 pm
Its 3rd July, 9.30pm so let me start making my birthday post for the bias of my biases.

Still thinking who is he? XDDDD Its not difficult actually XD
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Since i've got some time, i shall do something special XDD

ok its impossible to upload it now so i'll just leave it at this LOL

2013-11-06 12.24.43

Of course Keii-chan is me.

_:Signing off:_

31 January 2014 @ 02:04 pm
In this PV, there's a narration with a little girl's voice. Its so cute and I just needed to write it all here.

Start of the PV:

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End of the PV:
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I love this PV so much. I'm falling in love with these girls even more.
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Current Mood: touchedtouched
Current Music: Let Go Again (FLOWER)
16 March 2011 @ 10:06 pm
It has been a sad week.
Disasters hit Japan one at a time.
I can't help but get worried for those people. 
I've help by donating..
But I'm still worried for the people.
So I distract myself by making icons of Tegoshi from the Calendar.

Tegoshi Yuya [12]

Source credits: [info]inala , [info]sixtysixheavens , [info]maps_thanbooks

*comment is nice
*credit me if taking
Current Music: Sakura girl by NEWS
10 March 2011 @ 07:54 pm
I have good news and bad news.
The good news is that I've made icons!
The bad news is that I was late at making them, and there's only Massu icons. :X

But dont worry. Other members will be coming in too~ :)

[13] Massu

source credits: inala , sixtysixheavens , velvetb0x 
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Comment is loved ♥ 
credit me if taking~ :)
Current Mood: listlesslistless
Current Music: Sunadokei by Tegomasu
25 January 2011 @ 09:39 pm
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you 
Happy birthday to Sho Sakuraiiii
Happy birthday to you!!!~~~~  
*Blows candle*
Yayyyyy~~ *claps* *cut cakes for everyone* Hahahahahahahahah

Actually, I dont have much that I can give for Sho's birthday..Just 20 icons of the Newscaster. I hope whoever who stumbled upon here at my LJ likes the icons I've made~ :)

I'll probably do something different in a few days to celebrate Sho's birthday. ^^ 

So, without wasting time....Dozou!

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*Comment is ♥ 
*Credit me if taking :)

PS. sources credits to the usual (:
Current Music: Taboo by Sho Sakurai
10 January 2011 @ 12:29 pm
Okay guys. 

Wish me luck~

I'm gonna get my results in 2 hours. 

Nervous. Cant eat. But is hungry. Hahaha. Stomach's been grumbling. But Idk what to eat D:  hahah

I'll post a new entry about my results later tonight~~ 

Here's NEWS for you~
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Seeing NEWS makes me calm..LOL

Current Music: Jason Mraz - I'm yours